I complain on many meaningless things, I also complain about my life, putting this 2 statements together, I get " my life is meaningless". Here I go again, ppl insult me n tease me like damn shit a lot, but seriously I don't mind, it never really bothered me. This is probably because it has became part of my life. Somehow, to me, this is a good thing. Some of these insults could be what others think of me, n if there are negative comments, I can work on them. =D
Taking things in a positive manner really helps a lot, I learned this from a good friend =D. "Born with a heart, born with a brain", This shows that we are all only human, our brain actually projects our life, we choose how we want to live it n what we think of it as, the heart on the other hand guides us by instinct. If we decide to think our life as a useless piece of shit, then it will become so.
I realize that whenever I'm around someone that I like, the situation gets very awkward n I tend to do stupid things, the best thing I can do is get away, but that doesn't seem to work because in the end I would get close to her again. It doesn't make sense, n I wonder if she feels the same way. Either way, I've decided to give up on everything I've ever tried to achieve. I just wanna make sure that the feeling I'm having is mutual, so I would not break anyone's heart including mine.
A relationship can get complicated even if its from just friends to girlfriend boyfriend thing. It's damn shit stupid that a feeling can be strong at a moment n just die off another moment, it sucks that someone can be damn nice to u for a time being, n the next thing u know that person hates ur guts. That's why I decided things like this should end, think positively, end ur misery, live ur life. =D
Taking things in a positive manner really helps a lot, I learned this from a good friend =D. "Born with a heart, born with a brain", This shows that we are all only human, our brain actually projects our life, we choose how we want to live it n what we think of it as, the heart on the other hand guides us by instinct. If we decide to think our life as a useless piece of shit, then it will become so.
I realize that whenever I'm around someone that I like, the situation gets very awkward n I tend to do stupid things, the best thing I can do is get away, but that doesn't seem to work because in the end I would get close to her again. It doesn't make sense, n I wonder if she feels the same way. Either way, I've decided to give up on everything I've ever tried to achieve. I just wanna make sure that the feeling I'm having is mutual, so I would not break anyone's heart including mine.
A relationship can get complicated even if its from just friends to girlfriend boyfriend thing. It's damn shit stupid that a feeling can be strong at a moment n just die off another moment, it sucks that someone can be damn nice to u for a time being, n the next thing u know that person hates ur guts. That's why I decided things like this should end, think positively, end ur misery, live ur life. =D
