The Conclusion is Not to Jump Into Conclusion

So, it's been a while since I touched this, so... I don't really have much to say, other than the 2 main topics right now, Basketball & Prom

Yea for Basketball, it was nothing... BUT AWESOME!!!!!! We recently joined the KDU College Invitational Basketball Competition. Boy, was it a pack full of action and fun!!! Winners would get a 100% scholarship, Runner-Ups would get 50%. Just so u'll continue reading this I'll treat it like a story, so it starts like this...

The KDU Cup was on 24 July until 26 July at KDU College DJ Campus, so guess what we decided to do?? Have our 1 and only training 1 day b4 the Cup. Sadly, I mean very sadly, that night we lost 1 of our players... Mr. Devraj Sathivelu is and will always be known for never ever giving up, no matter how many times he literally fell down. So, keep it that way Dev =D

Anyway, our draw for the competition was quite scary. We were put into a group with BU3, SAS and BU4. In the game against BU4, I SCORED MY 1ST POINTS WITH THE TEAM!!!! =D It was all thx to MR. CLARENCE GAN CHONG YEU.

Well, the next 2 games against BU3 and SAS were incredible. I led BU3 at 1st but then lost by only 4 pts. But against SAS, we were down by 12 pts. But in the second 7 minutes half, we only let them score 3 pts, were we scored 23-5=18 FREAKING POINTS in 7 MINUTES!!!! =D

Oh well, then we played Sri KDU, We WON!!! Then Finals was against BU3, so yea... but it was overall one hell of a great competition with great teammates and greater brothers.

So yea... prom. Damn a lot of ppl asked liao weih. I have no idea what to do. The level for 'prom date asking' has shot up like hell!!! I can't believe how sweet, romantic and creative our school ppl can get!!! But congratz on all the efforts. It's been fun watching all the different ways of asking a single question.

Oh yea, last Sat, I went for 'jogging' I guess. Eric, Sze Wei and I walked from DU to Kiara Hill, then we were suppose to jog along with Soon, Huey Ni and Grace. But not even half way through, it started pouring rain. There's only 1 word for this situation, which is SIENNNZZZZZ. Oh well, I guess I had fun =D Can't wait to go again, and hopefully loose this bulged thingy right here.

So, I guess that rather sums it up... Good Night =D

The Escape Route

Why have I been so emo lately?? There's only 1 answer to that, I want to tell her the truth, about how I feel. But there seems to be a problem to this plan. Every time, I try to do so, she'll show that she doesn't want me around no matter what. I seem to be the cause of her sorrow and moody times. There's was once I tapped her on the shoulder and she turned around saying 'WHAT?!'. I felt immediately that she wants me to stay away from her, that I am unwanted around her. So, what am I to do?? Knowing that these things wouldn't change for the time being. I should just let it be... Keep a distance maybe, and show no interest?? I have no escape route for this right now. Hopefully something will come up in my mind eventually.

Sometimes, I'll ask her a question and she'll ignore me. I choose to look at it in way that she didn't hear me. But after a while, I gave up on that thought, I had to face the truth someday... I hope that 1 day she'll know that I regretted, know that I'm sorry for all the wrongs that I've done towards her, know that I never meant for any of it to happen, but it did... I know I'll never be as good as others, not good enough for her. I know that ever since that incident, her perspective of me changed forever, that I am a selfish ass wipe who couldn't think properly and differentiate wrong and right. Even though, I offended her indirectly, but I know that I'm not like that just because she thinks of me in that way.

So I guess, the solution, whether it's easy a not, is to give up, let go, forget and move on. Because even though she makes a smile on my face appear when I'm in sadness, helps me when I face problems, there are still times when she is the cause of my sadness and problems, she just never knew it... I always look at the good times we shared but now I remember the countless times that we never were happy, hating each other and so close but yet so far apart...