I'm now 17, I realised that I have never said 'I love you' to someone, never got a proper hug from a girl (awkward ones don't count), never gone out on a date, never got a girlfriend, and honestly I do want one... Having a girlfriend to me is like knowing someone is there, anytime and anywhere. Having someone you care about right next to you, it's a feeling I really want to gain. There's always this curiousity in me that kept me thinking on how a relationship would be like, I guess it's because I've never experienced one... I know I should really concerntrate on studies now, but I don't wanna end up living the enjoyable teenage life alone.
Having a great time with friends is a good thing already but I wanna know how it feels like enjoying a moment with 1 person only, I'm sure that it'll be a whole different feeling. I also realised that achieving this won't be easy, I kinda suck in socialising with someone without making it awkward, I have no idea on how to work on that. But I hope it'll work out...
My life has gotten a lot more better, of course it's because of a few people that I've known for quite a while now. =D But I wonder how would it be like leaving all this for further studies... I know that we'll still meet up but how often?? It'll be a new life all over again... But without a doubt, I wish that it'll be like the life I'm having now...
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